Saturday, 31 October 2009

Scary dream!!!

I had this dream few days ago. Pretty scary.. It was terrible. Kind of like think of it sometimes before I off the light and sleep these few nights. *sweat*

It was at an abandon, unfinished building with a lot of empty spaces. I remembered some professors or sort of high-positioned people brought a bunch of us (I couldn't recognize the people) there. We were having some clinical exam there. (???) We were pair up with physiotherapy students as according to the professors, this task need medical student & physiotherapy students' mind to work thing right.

We were brought to the exam site in that building. The professor let all of us went through to see what will be examined on later.

So scary & shocked!!! I saw an unknown girl lying side way on the floor with blood in her eyes and very black lower eyelids. *Long hair* *Emotionless*

We were told to examine her & find her cause of death! *Medicine + physiotherapy??*

I still remember I paired up with Zhi Ling (lolz XD).. When it was our turn, I was super afraid and Zhi Ling went missing leaving me alone. Suddenly the girl wake up & said she need to add more 'blackness' below her eyelids to make her more real for me to examine her *AAHHHHH!!!!!*

I ran down my house stairs.. *My house, really*

I shouted from downstairs that I didn't want to do that exam & just let me go...

I heard my mom answered from upstairs that if I didn't do it, I will directly resign by UKM as medical student.. *sweat*

The next thing, I thought I already wake up from my dream. That girl in a blur condition still there.. *NOOOOOO!!!!!*

After that, only I realized it was a dream & woke up in REALITY...


From the gal facing the screen

Older days, there is no computer but only mirror, they learn self-reflection.. These days, young people facing computer screen everyday that can't reflect themselves, that is where addiction comes from..


Friday, 30 October 2009

No Boundaries...

Love this song a lot.. An inspiration for study week & fight for it!!!

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries x3

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

It has been a great time together!!

Today is my last day of academic session for my 2nd year semester 3. One I can say is that, the time passed in a dash that the time I spent with my PBL is so short. We are getting closer each session the whole semester til we went to Sunway together for lunch, ice skating as well as dinner.. Not to forget, Khairul's belated birthday celebration..

It was short..
But a memorable one..

I still remember vividly that the 1st time I looked through the new PBL name list early this semester, I felt a bit uncomfortable knowing I am the only chinese girl.

As time passed by, I have no other words to describe my PBL, but have to agree with Khairul that, we are 1Malaysia.

18 weeks of togetherness..
Here to say good luck & all the best to my PBL-mates

Chunn Hoo, being the ever loyal leader
Kent, being the ever cool friend
Dewi, being the ever funny & bubbly gal
Audrey, being the ever 'manja' gal
Khairul, being the ever togetherness humble guy
Hilmi, being the ever laughing neighbour of mine
Adilah, being the ever friendly side-kick
Sarinah, being the ever strength & spirit of the group
Thanuja, being the ever innocent & happy-go-lucky friend

It has been a great time together...

Good Luck & All the Best!!!

P.S - I like how you guys talk about movies
- How you guys picked the conversation
- How you guys crack a joke out of nothing
- How you guys brighten the days even the worst PBL session
- How we bond
- How you guys fight over how many muffins to buy
- How the surprise should be
- And !!!
- How Hilmi laughed
- Not to forget how Hilmi & Dewi always go along
- And how innocent Thanuja was in every situation

One thing that you guys really taught me was how to skate on ice!!!
Thanks, PBL 16...

Monday, 26 October 2009

I'm not throwing tantrum!!

Be responsible when you wan others to be responsible for you as well..
Isn't this how life should be..
Oh boy.. I'm getting angry now..

It collects dust as well as my room space!!!!
Over the weekend doesn't mean for a few months til the end of semester..
*Do not blame me if your aquarium is out of my door & somewhere in the landfill....

If wanna ask for someone's help...
And she said yes..
And she told you she can do it for you now since everything is on and ready..
And if you are not ready yet..
Tell her you are not ready and if she mind to help --- give specific time, or anything..
You know what is the 'whatever' reply?
*Haven't do la. Later la*

People is offering the help & that is the reply..
Then, come over and say I need your help now when everything is keep tidy at the usual place..

Oh well..
Forget it...
If I said all the above is okay for me, I am totally feeling-less..
I am not throwing tantrum..
It just happened to many times, not the different person!!!!!

Qi Wen's patience is limited!!!!!!!

Sunday, 25 October 2009

A big mistake!!

Being daring to try new drinks for myself leads to forever phobia as well. There is this one drinks with a nice name that I will never ever have it willingly anymore except I got threaten to swallow it down my esophagus to my gut.. It totally taste like some hotel soap. The smell might be okay, calming.. I will rather take it back home, soak it with a face towel & damp it on my face as a mask..

I didn't offend anyone that loves the drinks a lot..


*I am so not going to take a sip of it anymore... I rather shower with it..

Thursday, 22 October 2009

Hope it was only tonight...

Have been day dreaming whole day
Hope it was only tonight
So not going to happen again
Full of guilt
Need determination
Heaven knows...

Friday, 9 October 2009

Roller Coaster Life

I couldn't say that life these few days were horrible or busy. It was all just how I placed it in my mind to interpret it as 'busy' or 'free' or 'i don't mind / bother about it'. Sometimes it was so hard to explain how a twist of life can be. It was like a roller coaster ride.. Few hours before, happiness might be glooming me.. Few hours later, it might be thundering in my brain and heart..

No matter how tough a week can be, there must be something fresh as well as humorous in between..

'Curse of Stone' was the last 1st session PBL I would have with my PBL 16-mates.. It proved how fast time passed by. I don't think I know much about my PBLmates yet this time. We didn't spend much time doing things together compared to previous PBL during the 1st year. I am close with my 1st ever PBL due to PPD camp we had went through together & acted together on stage. While for my 2nd PBL, we were closer & noisier & crazier with the Limau RM4.. lolz.. =)

Back to the stone that was cursed... I volunteered myself to become the scribbler or scriber (I don't know). For the 1st time I didn't actually scribble on the so called mahjong paper. I sat in a weird position with wires around me & typed everything while looking at the projection screen (that's the name?). Feel like a secretary.. lolz..

Medicine & Society almost make me go berserk this time. Maybe it was just me who had low mentality IQ or something like that, I didn't get what is all this about actually. Correlation, Qualitative & Quantitative.. What I found was they looked so professional with numbers & creative in some of the ways..

Maybe should start to kill more time facing notes than my lappy & Facebook..

'Face books' time.. Chaoz...

Thursday, 1 October 2009

Lazy + Hungry + Wasting....


I have been very lazy since raya holiday til now.. I am not in study mood at all although final is just 5 weeks ahead. If my laziness still haunting me, I will definitely have no time to study.. Terrible feeling right now.. Can't remember what I had read before... Gosh... Hope that this laziness can go away.. Go away!!!


I always feel hungry these few days.. I have been eating a lot.. I had a lot of big portion meals and somewhat unhealthy food for 3 meals in 3 different days.. Monday I had lunch with my friends in Uncle Duck Steamboat.. Super full.. Wednesday I had black pepper chicke chop with spaghetti as lunch.. Today I had McD Nugget set plus McFlurry for dinner.. As I mentioned I am lazy.. I didnt do any exercise at all.. I am going to gain weight again.. No way!! But, I am still lazy and hungry.. =(


Wasting of time, daydreaming, watch HK drama, play FB games... =(
Wasting of money, external hard disk, shirts, somewhat unhealthy food =(


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